It's alright now when you're here
A bit of hope when you look into my eyes
Follow me to the other side
You will never walk alone
I'm always by your side

Hold on tight when we fall into the night
I will guard you now and the rest of my life
But there's one bitter lie, how I did you wrong
It wears me out and leaves me naked, the truth is
always strong

I'm knocked down by your eyes
I think it's gonna happen

She's kind of weak she's not too fine
But I'm burning inside and I'm shaking again, heeey yeah

She's kind of weak she's not too fine
But I'm burning inside and I'm shaking again

It's colder now and you're not home
I'm all awake, thinking of my own

Feels like it's coming down
It hurts being with me
Don't walk away, can't you hear the scream

When she's gone I don't know
Please tell me if it's gonna happen?

She's kind of weak she's not too fine
But I'm burning inside and I'm shaking again, hey hey hey yeah!

She's kind of weak she's not too fine
But I'm burning inside and I'm shaking again

I'm sorry now, I'll make it up somehow
Hurt me with something more and more and more and more!

She's kind of weak, but I'm burning inside, heeey yeah

She's kind of weak she's not too fine
But I'm burning inside and I'm shaking again

So well, yeah I had 133 messages to Germany ^^  When my brother said that I was like: holy shit! that must've gotten expensive... And then i took the bill and checked.. as a relief it had only cost 4.87€ :D That was cheap ^^

Now i should do some stupid finnish summary... booring. And I think i had some other homework too..

yepp, we have a math assignment 'till tomorrow.. And I'm gonna diiee.. I dont wanna do it. oohnoooo.. i have finnish presentation 'till tomorrow too :S:S:S:S:S:S *dead*

 Today it's my brother's 27th birthday and I've already eaten cake that my mom made and it was really yummi :D there's still a bit left :D But that will be gone before tonight ;)

Emma is coming here later and we're gonna do some "english homework"...

Yesterday I went to my brother Timo's place in the evening. His friend texted me and asked if I would come and play some NHL12. I lost 5-0 against my other brother who came there later. Then I won Patter 3-1, though I thought I would lose first ^^ and then I won Timo 5-0 and I was really happy 'cause he is really good at NHL, but he was REALLY drunk so ^^ But still proud. Then I played against Carlos and I won 2-1, it was a really tight game :D Then we left. My brother and I came home at 2. And then I fell asleep like a stone 'cause I was so tired.

Today Emma first woke me up at 11 but I fell asleep again after that. And then at 11:50 Timo called me and said he was bored and asked if I could come there. And of course I could :D And he is turning 27 tomorrow, getting old xD

We went to the store to buy some food 'cause he didn't have any in his fridge. Then my other brother came there also :O when we were on our way home from the store. 

So they played one game and I don't remember who won, but that's not important :D Then I played against Timo and I almost won... it was really tight, but in the end he got a goal. So he won 4-3 :( 
But I was really good and got a lot of goal opportunities and my brother didnt get the puck :D 

Later Emma and her parents came after me. And now I'm at Emma's :D 
We've already been on a walk to a store to buy some candy. And now we're singing... and I dont know what we're gonna do today. Probably videochat with Sebastian ^^  

I probably failed my math test.. again xD Toooo difficult ;)

Why did I use the more difficult math? I could've taken the easy math.. now i sit hours and hours studying and still not get anything xD Or for a while.. but then I'm lost again ^^

Today we had some kind of test in PE. And it went pretty well for me I think :)

I think I'm gonna start doing sit-ups every night.. but I always say that and then i do it for a few days and then i forget to do it ^^

Good night everybody.. I've done my sit-ups and some push-ups..

Today I got to know what I got in my swedish portfolio. I got 8,5 and I thought I would get 7 or worse. So I was pretty happy :D

And today I've done something I've never done before. I studied 7 hours for my math test I have tomorrow :O

I hope I will get better than last time.... else all this was unnecessary :S

That's why I'm gonna sleep now so I wont be dead tired tomorrow in school and fail the test.. again..

something I'm drawing in art:

and developing...